martes, 16 de agosto de 2016

Being your friend is tiring. You always think you're right, you think you're so mature and that you're so much better than them and I don't understand why I am your friend. You think you're an example for everyone, but you don't understand.
You don't have all the information about everything, your perspective is narrow, you like being around older man because it makes you feel important and different from everyone else.
You are always upset about your boyfriend not paying attention to you, but you treat him like shit. You told him not to talk about his problems to you while you were talking about yours. How is he supposed to trust you? How do you want him not to distance himself from you if you don't let him be safe around you?
You think you know better than everyone else. You despise them for the same things you do, getting wasted, talking about sex all day, but you literally have three conversation topics and that's it. You really are a simple person, with a simple point of view.
You think you are so great becuase what? You are part of an organization? You care about politics? So what, so what.
You think you know what's better for him and that his friends suck, but when have you sat down and spoken to any of them? How do you know they didn't try to help him?
God, you think my sadness can be solved by filling my day with activities, when I can barely get out of bed. How the fuck am I suppose to do that? You don't understand depression or anxiety or people.
Reality is, you don't know shit, you're just as inmature as them and no matter how many times you repeat that you're so grown up, you aren't. You're kind when it is convenient for you, you're too extreme, you love or you hate. You want everyone else to be perfect, but you forgive and settle for the lowest piece of crap that shows you affection or attention.
Grow up, realize you're a kid and you don't know shit about life. No one does, we are all trying our best here. Wanting everything to be your way is just going to make you unhappy. And honestly, I'm tired of hearing you complain.
Have you not realized why I am your only friend on that goddamn school? 'Cause I'm a piece of shit myself, but at least I know I fucking suck.
Life is not black and white, is time you understand that 'cause the world is gonna fuck you over if you don't.

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